I know its just probably me overreacting but i dunno.. some stuff that people done/said to me recently that kinda stirred this warm feeling inside me. N made me smile unconsciously. Heh.
'U r worth tat value. Haha.'
-in response to when i asked my jie why he was going to sponser me 200bucks for my birthday present.
'Djj! I forgot to say this. Once i have a stable part time job i wanna treat you to lunch okay!:) for your birthday.'
-from my DDD (Da-didi i.e. my di)
'You have to eat this!'
-from my tuition kid, kyochan, who proceeds to slice the pineapple into 2 and feeds me one
Lol. I really want to have a younger brother.. argh. I know the paedophilic argument but i just like the notion of having one around. ^^
And of course the One who never fails to give me the feeling that im taking a ride on an emotional rollercoaster. I wish the One will fail someday though. I am just freaking too old to be on a rollercoaster anymore..
위비~ !
생일이였구나~^^;;;
늦었지말 축하해~~~~ㅎㅎ
그럼 한살 더먹은거야??
26살???ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
나요즘 아침 8시부터 밤 12시까지 계속 공부해 ㅠ.ㅠ
조금 더 공부해서 중국말 잘하게 되면 그때는 중국어로 통화하자~~!!^^
위비는 요즘 뭐하면서 지내??
그런 말 하지말라고 했잖아...
지키지 못하는 걸 알면서도.
Gawd its gonna rain again. Just when i need to step out of the house for work. Damn.
Oh anyway this translation is for piggy zw..
자기한테..(to myself..)
생일축하한다~ (Happy birthday~)
이멍청이야.. (this dummy..)
Just watched se7en's newly (finally) released music video. I thought his accent was way better than boa in her Eat Me Up video though. Hmm. But looking at him evokes memories. Realisation struck that the memories had been lurking beneath the surface, lingering and waiting for the day i can finally bid farewell to them.
I made up my mind on a few things ever since i came back.
Decisions that will probably not win anyone's support but i will see them through. Solely for the fact that i have no intention of letting history repeating its course again. This is my life and i ought to deserve much better treatment.. Nah. I should say this is my life and i ought to be able to do what i want with it.
I am feeling a pretty bit like Jihoo nowadays.. His loneliness, depression and weariness probably rubs off on me..the more i watch him. Heh but he still has his adorable side. Especially when he plants a kiss on Yijung's cheek! Like javabeans, i was hoping for a Junpyo-jihoo kiss too but oh well.. Lets just dump Jandi, Jaekyung and Ga-eul and opt for a F4-only happily ever after ending. Hee. Junpyo-jihoo pairing and Yijung-woobin pairing!!
Been busy recently. Meeting up with old acquaintances and friends (cos when i first came back the only person i felt i was able to meet up with was juline), my keyboard lessons have also commenced, chasing dramas, mugging korean (a valiant but currently in vain attempt), online shopping and of cos working.. (my bank account needs a boost to support my spendings)
Hmm.
I prefer to be spazzing.
Crapping about my life which itself is crappy enough is just erm, crap.
In any case, less than 2 weeks to stepping on Korean soil again.
생일축하한다~
이멍청이야..
Sometimes,
Anyway i still send my condolences. The show is a great hit and even if it doesnt propel her to immediate stardom, i thought it would have been at least a stepping stone to a better future. Too bad she didnt stay alive long enough to witness it. Amen.
I am still reeling from the uncertainties in life.
A good friend berated me a few days back. Questioning me how i could be stubborn enough to stare grimly at the closed door in front of me and turn my back on doors that are opened. Yet, the fact remains that i have no interest whatsoever in what may be lying in wait beyond those doors. Of cos, i know im being an obstinate mule here and stripping myself of the merest chance of finding happiness, or rather coming to terms with reality but if its the only thing in this pathetic life that gives me comfort,
I wouldnt give it up for anything in the world.
Anyway, on a lighter tone, im joo hwan appeared on 꽃보다 남자 episode 17~
I am loving this.
Guy, to be precise.Jung Il Woo is so cute!! :D
Lol. Actually kim hyesung caught my attention more than him in [Unstoppable high kick] at first glance but his character in that sitcom totally bowled me over. And of cos, the fact that he stands at a pretty impressive 183cm kinda gave him an edge over 172cm-tall kim hyesung. Height aside, i still love both of them~ Ha. And kim bummie! Aww im so gonna miss my 3 cuties when i finish with my [high kick]. However considering im just at episode 42 out of a total of 167 i think i can still allow myself to indulge in more ilwoo-hyesung-bummie fangirling. Nobody knows how glad im to see them helming their own series.. well kinda. Since one is in [Return of Iljimae], the second in [Kingdom of the Wind] and the third in the ever popular [Boys over Flowers].
I swear my attention is so divided now that my beloved jae has unfortunately taken a back step into the shadows. But how on earth can i focus with all the temptations around me? Lol. With kim hyunjoong/ss501 taking up majority of my spare time and the high kick trio occupying the rest, there's hardly room and time left for dbsk. Not that they are having any prominent screen time nowadays. Or are they...? Oops.
Anyway [Boys over Flowers] is a must-watch. Its the 2nd drama after [Coffee Prince] that i feel i could rewatch over n over again without being sick of it. Gu hyesun may not be particularly endearing to all but F4 kicks ass. Even with all the cheesy dialogue. XDD
Ji-hoo (hyunjoong): Economy class? My legs are too long so i can't take economy.
That really got me. This was his explaination when he flatly rejected jandi's request to change from first-class seats to economy. And i cant stop gushing about his new hairdo! Despite being similar to youngsaeng n kyujong's... anyway theres no rule against sporting the same haircut among bois of the same group. Its adorable~
Oh one last thing i forgot to mention.
I absolutely totally completely wholly dig guy-bonding and *TADA~* My latest pairing.Jung ilwoo and lee minho!! First there was yoonjae. Then there was Yoosu.. hyuksu..eunteuk..siwon-heechul..kangin-leeteuk..jaejoong-hyunjoong.. and now theres ilwoo-minho!
I just love best friends.. *^__^*
나말이야..
더이상 슬픈모습이 누구한테 보여주지 않을게.
아무도 이해할 수 없으니까
친구끼리 그런 필요도 없어서
그냥 내 방식대로 살거야
현실이 나를 멍해지게 할 수 있는거
이제부터 인정한다.